And I still have NOTHING for the boyfriend...Wow, I suck...
The plan was to log onto our internet computer at work today and buy some next day delivery bits from Amazon.com but my colleague who actually has a logon to that computer has called in sick.... Buggeration. Now to frantically email the helpdesk to get myself a login, or it's gonna be a mad dash round London on Friday...
Tonight I'm off to drop off a bag of dog toys and treats to a local charity to give to dogs in pounds over Christmas, so that's my little good deed done for the festive season!
Got some amazing food from Borough Market in London over the weekend too! Some cheese matured in red wine from a stall called Drunk Cheese, some lovely creamy fresh mozzarella, and some handmade garlic butter... Think we're doing an Italian meal for us and the Mother-In-Law this year...
I also found a stall called The Honest Carrot who do all veggie/vegan food and it's so yummy! My favorites are the carrot burgers, and the brie and mushroom pies, but they do bread baked in a flowerpot, it's adorable! Would make a great table centrepiece, would like to try making one myself actually!
I'm quite looking forward to the new year as well. Kinda scary to think I'll be 22 next year, that seems like a proper adult age, and I still feel about 12! I'm planning all sorts of interesting bodily additions too, I'm already speaking to a lovely chap called Iestyn Flye about removing my nape microdermal and having some scarification over the scar it'll leave. I've also contacted a lady about dreadlocking my hair, and am starting to chat to a tattooist called Delphine Noiztoy (who is, by the way, stunningly pretty and French!) about maybe starting my insect themed sleeve... Ever so excited, it feels nice to be growing into myself finally. After my foot tattoo and tongue split, I felt so much happier with myself and more comfortable in my skin.
I remember about a week after my tongue split, my boyfriend was DJing at a local club, and I was dancing like an idiot with a friend, and I remember thinking "I don't care what these people think of me, I'm not like them." And thats actually a really refreshing way to feel. I like feeling so alien from most others that I can't even compare myself.
Of course, occasionally it is nice to hang out with other heavily modded people, and to discuss my mods with someone who is genuinely interested, and not in a kinda 'why would you do that to yourself?' way...
It's also an interesting thought, that should anything happen to my current boyfriend, I imagine I would have a hard time finding a partner from outside the modded/fetish scene. It's not something that worries me, just an interesting thought...
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